frozen octopus

When I want to open an app on the MacBook, I have a keyboard shortcut setup to open the app launcher. The key combination I chose is preventing me from using a different shortcut to open the downloads folder. Since I live in the downloads folder, I had to decide on a different plan.

I decided to go all in with Spotlight. It is weird, I know, that I don't use Spotlight or the Documents folder. So I started in on doing everything with Spotlight. My life is now command-space, a right arrow push, and type the first couple of letters of the app name. It is one extra click, but it is very smooth.

The only issue is my muscle memory keeps trying to use the old shortcut. It has been days now, and my fingers keep hitting opt-command-L. It has gotten to the point where I am noting each day I keep hitting the old shortcut. How long is it going to take to unlearn a keyboard shortcut I have used for at least 10 years? Probably more like 15-20 years, maybe.

On the topic of keyboard shortcuts, a shortcut I use religiously has stopped working. I had shift-command-T set up to let me tag a file or folder. It was amazing because I have the Hazel app set up on my downloads folder to perform magic when a file is tagged. Ever since Tahoe was released, that has stopped working.

I thought it was a conflict with the Better Touch Tools app. That is not the case after some troubleshooting. If I relaunch Finder, my tagging keyboard shortcut works. After a while, it just stops working. It is very odd. Shrug level odd.

Also, when I try to tag a bunch of files at the same time, none of them get the tag. Again, odd.

Being 9,550 km away from home is stressful. Being there is more stressful of course. The news gets into your mind through the same channels though. Once it is in it is in and bounces around your brain 24 hours. The tough part is your choices of things you can do to help are more limited. You can donate, read, watch, educate yourself/others, post, etc. Beyond that there isn't as much you can do in a different country.

That's why yesterday I was pleasantly surprised when a thing someone can do from afar presented itself. My partner teaches online yoga class to people in the US and Japan. One of the students in Minnesota thanked her for providing an hour of normal for everyone.

I notice that with people I talk to from there. They are very interested in what I am doing day to day. They like hearing the boring details of me going to get ramen or playing a show. Normal life details seems to help charge peoples batteries.

It is a small thing people living 9,550 km from home get to do. Provide a bit of normal and listen to people when they let out their stress.

ICE out now.

People who live in cold places know you need to warm up your car before start driving in cold weather. Morning writing is that for my brain and the 200 word goal is just enough warm up for me. The problem is the whole what to write deal. Doing a thing daily is tedious. That's why I crow so much here about a writing trick I figure out. I also know someone has figure out anything I just figured out previously. People have been writing a long time.

Discovery

I wrote a sentence and used the last word of it to start the next sentence. It was kind of amazing how quickly I got through the 200 words. Something about not having to figure out the first word really kept the momentum going. It also kept the writing moving towards more random places and thoughts.

ex: My brain is warmed up. Up to the challenge. Challenge yourself to write. Write the last word first in the next sentence.

That style of writing has a nice ratchet effect. I like how it keeps things moving forward.

It is 2026-01-14. There are 483 albums on my list to check out. If I want to get to zero by 2026-12-31, I need to listen to about 2 albums a day. It is really 1.37, but who listens to a third of an album? Listening to three albums a day would get me to the end of the list at around June 24th. Four albums a day would get me there on May 14th.

My list isn't static, though. I am always adding albums throughout the week. Especially if we play a show and I talk to other musicians and get recommendations.

Having a huge list of things to listen to should be a thing to look forward to, but there is always that vibe that I am giving future me homework. There is also the problem that what I was into at the time isn't necessarily what I am into now.

It might be time to start breaking out the d20 and picking albums at random to clear out some albums. For me, letting the dice decide forces me to put something on despite variables that might block me from pushing play. Things like bad cover art, cheesy band name, or even "this genre doesn't go with the weather".

Knowing that listening to 3-4 albums a day is going to clear out the "clutter" does inspire me to listen to 3-4 albums a day, though.

Making the Map

Started the morning mapping out where the sounds should go on the drum pads. There are two rows of four pads which is eight sounds on the AKAI LPD8. The issue I have with mapping is my drum kit brain wants the positions to mirror a drum kit. It is possible to do that but it would be tough to play on the pads.

I think I have settled on an order for now for a traditional acoustic drum kit. It allows me to do the linear drumming I enjoy playing.

Bottom row: Kick, Snare, Hihat, crash - low
Top row: Tom, Floor Tom, Ride, crash - high

The two pads I am on the fence about are the crashes. I have a feeling on of the crashes is going to change to hihat - open or a second snare sound. I also can see the kick and snare swapping spots. Going to use this setup for now and see how it goes.

Random Velocity and Tone

Patterning app has a way to add randomness to effects. I need to look into whether or not that can be applied to the pads. If you can add slight volume and tone randomness, digital sounds sound a little more "real".

When I hit an analog drum with a stick, I don't hit at 100% every time. It is more like 96%, 98%, 100%, 95%, etc. You get the picture. Same goes for tone. If I strike a drum over and over, it isn't the same pitch with every strike. There are subtle variations.

Be Ok With the Machine Being a Machine

My drummer brain wants to play the drums on the pads. That is a things these pads can do. But that is just one of the things they can do. I need to remember to keep an open mind on what is drumming with this tool. All that matters is a beat leaves the speakers that works. How it gets made is less than how it got made. If I somehow create a beat I like using the knobs, so be it.